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'But who am I supposed to tell

I have no one to confide in

I have few friends because trust is something I’m not capable of

I’m too selfish for people to want to know me

I want to run far from here

I want to waste away and disappear forever

But most of all I want to show this to someone

I want to click post and see peoples response

Or I want someone to say hi and ask me how I am

And make me tell them the truth

Force me to face the fact I’m not always fine

I want to split open my skin and watch the blood pour

I’m sick in the mind

My pain excites me

Haunts ever fibre of my being 

I’m tired

So tired

But not from lack of sleep

I’m tired of being alive

HELP ME PLEASE

I don’t want to make it any more

I don’t care who I hurt

I hurt

I want to float like a feather

I fail at life

So please I welcome death

Let me succeed at something

Please…'