I just wish i knew what to do. I feel like im stuck in the middle, not knowing whether to go forward and leave it for good, or to wait, see what happens, and try my hardest.
Like, at the moment, i dont know how to be around you, because the other day, you said ' if we start meet up lot more, and hangeing out to gether, spending nights to gether, talkeing more, and getting close mates again like real close mates like we was befor, not that we not now but you no wha i mean, see how things go then, cos if every thing going well, if the feelisgs are there and time right, could go ferther ?' (your exact words) and then the night before last, you were saying about laura and how you were gnna wait for her, and stuff like that... so you said before about us being closer... and then that you were waiting for laura... :/ and it really confused me :/ So now i don't know what to think? If you meant doing both at the same time, if that makes sense, then fair enough but, i just dont know.
I try and try so hard, to change how i feel, and try to ignore it, but no matter what i do, it wont go away, or change, and my thoughts are still the same. I still think of you, and everything we did together. And at the same time, wish could just do it again, but cant. :/
sorry if this isnt really what you want to hear or read, but, :/
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