'Dont judge someone, until you walk a mile in their shoes '

This pain, this dying, this is just normal. This is how life is. In fact, I realize, there never was an earthquake. Life is just this way, broken, and I am crazy for dreaming of something else.


It's feeling that pit in your chest... that huge, gaping hole that can't be filled that is the cold realization that you have hit the very deepest point of your life. When a want becomes a need. When you throw up your hands and tell yourself it's over... that you can't fight anymore... that you're not worth it anyway. But you cry until you can't breathe, and you hurt until you can't feel, and you scratch and claw at the surface of the rock you're underneath, your nails break and your skins bleeds, and you realize you're still fighting. You're an open wound that never gave up. You can't give up. You realize what you're fighting for is worth it. You realize you're worth it. And they fight back to keep you, and they fight back because they love you. They fight back because you're worth it... the both of you. My heart is a wild thing, but it's beating out of my chest for you.




I don't know if you've ever felt like that. That you wanted to sleep for a thousand years, or just not exist, or just not be aware that you do exist, or something like that. I think wanting that is very morbid, but I want it when I get like this. That's why I'm trying not to think. I just want it all to stop spinning.


If depression is creeping up and must be faced, learn something about the nature of the beast: You may escape without a mauling.


"It's snowing still," said Eeyore gloomily.
"So it is."
"And freezing."
"Is it?"
"Yes," said Eeyore. "However," he said, brightening up a little, "we haven't had an earthquake lately."
A. A. Milne
From book Winnie the Pooh


Nobody tells me. Nobody keeps me informed. I make it 17 days come Friday since anybody spoke to me.
Eeyore
From book The House at Pooh Corner by A. A. Milne



A lot of people don't realize that depression is an illness. I don't wish it on anyone, but if they would know how it feels, I swear they would think twice before they just shrug it.
--Jonathan Davis

'What if your fears and dreams existed in the same place?
What if to get to heaven you had to brave hell?
What if everything you ever wanted cost you everything you ever achieved? Would you still?'

I've learned that this darkness that seeks to consume my life is only sharing this body with me.  I will press on, sometimes like the living dead, because I have a right to try.  This is my life too and this depression cannot completely define me or I will cease to be.  Fight for your right to life; death will come in its own time.'

'Sometimes I would give anything just to be something more than nothing'

'Eventually we stop looking for the monsters under our bed, when we realize they were inside us the whole time.'



Sparkie.               - ❤ You got a smile, Only heaven can make. ❤ says:
 i know i just feel bad for the guy coz i cant imagine feeling how i do somedays for that long day in and day out

Rebecka says:
 and you know what, it's a good thing you cant imagine it. it means, even though you may not be able to see it this way, that you can see a way out of this darkness.

(Yes, even my closest friend is able to come up with things to say to make it seem better) <3

'Half of the failures in life come from pulling one's horse when he is leaping.'

'When you come to the end of your rope, tie a knot in the end and hang on.' <3

"You have enemies? Good, that means you stood up for something." - Eminem

"There was a time when I tried to hurt myself off stage, but I got over that. Like, you should never want to hurt yourself. You should love yourself. Sometimes you have to kind of die inside in order to rise from your own ashes and believe in yourself and love yourself and become a new person" G Way.

‎'We all hold these things inside us that no one else can see. They hold us down like anchors, they drown us out at sea.'

'You know that feeling? When you're just waiting to get home into your room, close the door, fall into bed. Jut let everything out that you kept in all day. That feeling of desperation. You're tired. Tired of everything, tired of nothing. You just want someone to be there and tell you it's okay. But no one is going to be there. You know you have to be strong for yourself, because no one can fix you. But you are tired, tired of being strong. For once you just want it to be easy, to be simple. To be helped. To be saved. But you know you won't be. But you're still hoping, still wishing. And you're staying strong and fighting with tears in your eyes. You are fighting.'

'Sometimes you love someone so much, that not even the truth can change your mind.'

'Sometime there is nothing to be said. Sometimes nothing should be said. I just want to find someone who won't run away. Someone to look me in the eyes and tell me it's okay that things don't always go right. That this is how life works, and how it will always work. That it's not going to be easy. Today, tomorrow, the next day, but it will somehow get better.' 

'It sucks, you know. When everything is doing fine then, it all crashes again. And the worst part is,  i really don't want to try and put it all back together again, but i have to.'




'Don't regret anything you do, 'cause in the end, it makes you who you are.'




''Because sometimes people do actually feel that way. Sometimes your life feels like it's caving in on you. Sometimes people really do feel like they don't want to exist, like they want to just curl up in a ball, and go into that place between life and death saying ''i want to die isn't saying i i want to die''. It's saying 'i wish that, for the time being, i could go somewhere and not have to feel'. I don't think there's anything wrong with that. and if you don't know how it feels to feel this way, then you have no place to judge anyone who does.'